Week Fifty

OMG! I have ballooned like a whale. I weigh 174.2 today. I worked so hard to take the weight off. Yet in just a short time it comes back on. I guess I could wallow in self pity and commiserate over a pint of Ben and Jerry's but that's not really going to help is it? Can you believe I was actually going to stop posting my weight until I lost a few pounds? I forced myself to examine that and realized that is lying to myself. Walking down the road to self denial. And we know where that road leads...Fatsville! I started this blog to hold myself accountable so I steeled myself to post the whole ugly truth. Ok, so I need to regroup and basically replan and restart my healthy eating plan. I actually even set a new start date, 1/8/11. Exercise has also fell by the wayside so I will have to step it up. I know in the winter it is a lot more difficult to get activity in so at the office we are planning on working out to a video at lunch starting Monday. Brandon wants me to do the P90X program with him. It is a real rigorous program. I don't know if I can handle that but I will give it a shot. We are starting that next Saturday. I figure I have a good 5 months before bikini weather. Ok, ok, I'm not delusional, bathing suit weather.